It was tonight that I realised my brother is one of the greatest people I have ever met. Have ever had the fortune to know, and the chance to listen to. He really is one in 6 and a half billion. He showed me one of the best nights i've ever had in the KH, and he, and we, did it in style. Lee, I can't say enough how good a time I had at the KH, even while missing the person I mentioned in the taxi. You were quite simply amazing, and an absolute star. :) I can't say enough how amazing a catch this guy is. He's 18 ladies. He may not be the shiniest knife in the drawer, but he's certainly one of the sharpest, and boy does he have an insanely wise head on his shoulders.

Mine and Lee's stint at the KH for Halloween as the Blues Brothers was simply amazing. We even got up for the competition, danced in front of hundreds of pissed fans, and although we didn't win, we still had a buzz doing it. We were great personally. :P Kiss only won cos of the makeup. Me and Lee had the moves!!!... even if he did fall on his arse! I didn't see it tho so i can't say if it was hilarious or not. But we had a laugh, and the support we received for our stint was incredible. We had loads of people saying we should have won, we had people asking for their photographs with the Blues Brothers, and we just loved playing the part of two cool blues dudes. :) It was a fantastic night! Shame the hats took quite a battering, but nevertheless, we WILL be doing it again next year. The Blues Brothers WILL return. We received far too positive a reaction to NOT do it again. I think Lee was REALLY amazed by the popularity of our characters, because he couldn't seem to fathom everyone telling us how good we looked. Lee, we looked good! If 20+ different people telling us that doesn't convince you we were fab, nothing will!

On a sidenote, it's been just over 3 months since me and Sarah split up. Well, 3 months and a day if you want me to be pedantic as I always am. :) It's been a hard 3 months. But i've got through it. I'm in University, got a job, and i'm looking forward to one of the best christmas's ever with my baby brother Alex. Times are good, there's no denying that. Do I miss my life with Sarah? Hell yeah. Everyday I think of her and I a lot, and it'll be like that for quite some. What can I say, the girl left a fantastic impression on me! Things aren't good between us right now, and I am under the impression that her hate for me right now is right up there with Michael Moore / George W. Bush. I don't know if that IS how she's feeling, maybe she feels shit about what's happened, maybe she's happy she's put me behind her, I don't know. But I know she reads this and I just want her to know that I don't hate her, and I never will. My 4 months with her were the best of my life, and nothing will, nor can ever change that. I take solace in the fact that when my days are finally numbered, and i'm lying on my deathbed eagerly awaiting the bleeping to stop, i'll at least be able to look back on what we had and smile. Because it was good. All of it. And when something's that good, you never forget it. Ask anyone who hasn't wanted a relationship to end. They'll tell you the same. it's a lovely feeling. if you're at the start of a relationship, then embrace it, work at it, and stick with it too. Because if it works out and you find yourself with the same love a year or two down the line, you're going to be happier even than I was with Sarah. And I was REAL happy. Enjoy your partner's company, and make the most of it. We're only here for about 60 years, and if you're finding yourself swapping partners like you're at a Sticker Album convention, then you're gonna have an extremely lonely existence. Find that one person who makes you truly happy, no matter how they go about doing it, and stay with them. I know I'd rather stay with the same person for 40 years than have 20 partners in the same time.

Sorry if i've been going on, but it's good to talk. :)Hope i've made some sense, and hope anyone i've mentioned in this blog hasn't been offended by anything I may have said.

PS: Malcolm McDowell in the KH tonight fucking ruled!!! And thanks for the support laddie. :D You were THE star of the show.

Song of the moment: Radiohead - Nice Dream
Movie of the moment: The Blues Brothers