What to do, what to ruddy fucking do. I have a confused mind, heart, and anything else that seems to fall into that category. And I just realised I couldn't make my blogs anymore ambiguous than I do! They always seem to be metaphorical or some shit like that. Erm... I dunno, fuck it, i'm going to leave it there. Sorry if I confused you. It's a habit I have of pissing people off.