1.5.03

First argument of the relationship. Yes, it's already happened. i've been in the editting suite all day, 12:30 - 6pm and i am mentally exhausted. EXTREMELY exhausted. Sarah was texting me asking me how my day had gone and so it was pretty simple for me to tell her it had been shitty. She then says she wants to meet me, while i'm half-way to Huyton on the bus. We're going for a meal on Saturday so i told her we're best waiting till then and the anticipation in seeing eachother will make the meeting even better. She has had a pretty tough week and I can understand how much it'd mean for her to see me since we haven't met since Sunday (our Uni / College and work clash awfully) but at 20:48 (The current time) me and her have just had an argument about the fact i didn't want to to go back to town to meet her. When I realised how much it would mean to her i said I of course would because i'd do anything for her but then she told me it didn't matter anymore. After the week i've had, and the day i've had i really could do with some closeness with my loved one, and yet we're now at eachother's neck because of some fucking University documentary which i hate with the hate of a thousand lepers (?). Why is life so cruel?

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