I just read something, and then immediately wondered to myself, "Am I really that low?" And THEN I reread it, and then thought, "Does being low have anything to do with my desire to do it?" And then I realised that it didn't. So if I get round to sorting this out for myself, I'll do it. But it probably won't come out in my favour. Because nothing ever does. At least not always. I usually have to wait half a year to a year to have anything nice happen to me. It'll come... my time usually does, regardless of how short a time it lasts.