11.6.02

Has it been over a week already since I last updated? Crikey, i'm shite I am. I must update more often, I really must. There really is no other good way to convey my ideas, opinions, thought, bollox, etc, in any other way at the moment so Blogger is always a good start I guess. However I did always used to write songs in an old maths and science books I once had... don't know where they are anymore. It'd be quite good to find them and see how shite/amazing those songs sound now cos I must have wrote them over a year ago.
Anywho, Not a lot happens in our world really does it? A hell-child is having her work experience where I work and I unfortunately knew her before she had even set foot in the door. My A2 level tests start tomorrow and I ain't done a lot of revision, tho I am a promoter of revising the day before for it sticks in your head most gracefully as opposed to the 2 months prior process. 2 months? Hell, there's a lad in our school there who's been revising for a whole 5 month before the tests?!?!? His head must be fucking swimming at the moment and yet I do feel sorry for him because he REALLY worries about these tests.
As for me, I don't. There's more to life than success, and that's enjoying life itself. If I was to fail these tests up to the point where I couldn't get into University in September then it'd be a hell of a drawback BUT it wouldn't be the end of my life as we know it so fuck society's expectancy of me and i'll do things my way. If I fail, then so be it. If other people have got a problem with that, they're the ones who's heads need sorting, not mine, because it should be ME who's worried, yet I always look at life in a very cynical manner...
Enough for today, i'm dribbling on.

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